Well, another day has gone by... My mind is running 100miles an hour and I'm trying to relax and breathe while also trying to keep my feet warm.
I am looking for answers but I'm not sure I will find them within... At least not today. What I know for sure is that all the drama and everything I am going through is meant to be, it is meant to bring me where I am supposed to be and to who I am supposed to be. I understand all this but it doesn't help me and my emotions. It doesn't help my heart or my spirit. I am only human. The only thing I can do is to take it day by day, better, minute by minute. Second by second.
Tuesday, 11 September 2012
Sunday, 9 September 2012
Bad day, bad week...
I am having a bad week,... not only a bad week but I am slowly realizing a lot of things are wrong in my life... I mean, I am working so hard to get to a place financial where I can be comfortable, not only for me but for my daughter. I am barely getting any sleep ever... on top of that, my "love" life is a mess right now. It has been crazy messy. It's hard to make grown up decisions sometimes when feelings are involved. I think I am hard to understand as a person because my reality is often too hard and selfish? I am not sure, but I am realizing that I have a different way to see things and when in my process, I end up hurting the people I love. All this stress is wearing me down but I am trying to look forward in life. I don't want to give in to depression. I have to be strong for my daughter.
I am just exhausted, both physically and emotionally. I want to get to a place mentally where I can feel rested and serene.
I am just exhausted, both physically and emotionally. I want to get to a place mentally where I can feel rested and serene.
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